February 21, 2011 § 8 Comments
It’s been almost 4 months I have posted anything in my Blog. II was a regular blogger before and now, I don’t really write that much. It’s not that I don’t have anything to write, it is actually something like, I have too many things to write and I can’t decide what should I write about. Anyways, I think its good to be back online again with my lousy blog post.
Has anyone here been a “Joke” of life? If any, then can you tell me how does it feel when you know that you are a JOKE? You are not really getting what I am saying init? I know it is.
Sometimes, when we say stuffs and there is no one to hear and understand then we actually feel like we are a joke. Again, life gives us some unpredictable moments that turns us to be the worst joke of life. Sometimes, we express ourselves, show our interest, our expression but may be very often it comes out like “hey, why you are just shouting, can’t you there is no one to listen to your bullshitt”. Our own words becomes bullshitt to us by itself. And that time, we really feel like we are a big joke of the world.
Sometimes, we are so technically reminded our existence by our close one, and then, if our existence is not something healthy or happening, then,we know that person reminds us and tells us “hey, you, remember, you are just a joke”. I have faced all these in my life so much enough and now when I feel like I am a joke then I get seriously offended. I closed myself long time back and now I am scared to open up because every time I try to open I become a joke.
I know what is my destiny. A number figure “3” is surrounding my destiny and I know I will have my endeavor within this number ‘3’. I dream of someone stopping me, but Alas, I am just always encouraged to do that in a way. How funny this world is init. I know, all of you not really understanding about what I am saying. But it’s ok. I write here only because I need to say something and I know it’s not important to understand it all. But someday, probably very soon, all this will be very meaningful to at least some certain people of my life.
The life always signs me up in a race of destiny. And I know, in this selfish world, it’s hard to find anyone to understand all these facts. It’s the reality. In this world, you are just a joke. Nothing more than that. Just a bad Joke.