Project Survival – my war against the reality
April 18, 2009 § Leave a comment
Here we go, today, I am writing this entry being a Fighter I believe. Since my back is aligning to the wall, now I have got no choice except move ahead and fight the reality. And I am going to do it. I am sure about losing but at even though I want to fight. I don’t want to sit back any more. Probably I will be ending up soon but I can tell myself that I at least did a fight for that.
In this war, I am completely alone. Nobody is fighting with me. Nobody will be around me. I will be fighting against the cruel reality of this world and completely alone. I wish there was another hand holding my hand but whatever we think and whatever we get is not the same at all.
I wish I can win and I wish I can actually fight but I am not able to. I am going to war where I am going to lose only. But still I am going to fight knowing that I am going to lose. Brave me!